Jun 6, 2012 | 3:04 AM | 0 Atasinchi
. . . i need someone to let me cry on his shoulder . . . i'm sad , so sad . Always thinking what is wrong with my dad . Honestly , i really need you now F , yes :'( I can't cry in front my mom , I don't like anyone to see me cry , except you . you are the only who can see me cry , my emotional side :'(
Abah , you've been one of the greatest person in the whole world
. since the day that i was born you were there to support Mama . you
were a proud daddy to me . thankyou for teaching me the values of life the
importance of life . FOR TEACHING ME ABOUT GOD . i know that there were
days that we didn't understand each other i know that you never keep any bad
things . Abah , i know that i'm not a perfect daughter , sometimes im naughty ,
degil , keraskepala , tak dengar cakap . etc etc . but i salute you still
for your big patience . no one is perfect you know . so are you abah . but you
are the best dad for me . yes you are . hm , you are one of the
people who has always been there for me , one who has always loved , cared ,
and provided for me . you are one of the two most important people
in the world to me . Someone i love with all my heart . You are my super
hero , my superman , but most importantly you are my . . ABAH !
Additional Notes - Abah , jangan la sakit , tengok abah sakit macam ni dira sedih , sedih sangat :'( I hate seeing you sick . Will you please get well soon , please ? ah ? :'( Dira tahan je airmata ni dari jatuh mengalir bila berdepan dengan abah , dira tak sanggaup tengok abah macam tu , abah kuat , abah boleh sihat balik , ye dira yakin :'( God , please help me , i don't wanna see my dad sick , let me sick lah ! don't give him sick , pain or benda yang menyakitkan . Oh Lord , I beg you ! :'( Hm I pray that you gain back health , abah :'( *to my father , who is in the hospital right now*